Politics - Apologies ahead of time. Rough waters ahead.

Yes, I'm tackling this issue today.

I'm not one to discuss politics on a daily basis. In fact, I tend to be fairly apathetic. And then I stumbled on a blog by a fellow author concerning the Wisconsin recall elections, and his words resonated with me.

I believe in the right to free speech. We live in a country where that is a freedom we have been given and daily exercise. Along with the right, we have the right to disagree.  So with this political firestorm going on about Obamacare, I want to comment more on political process than on the decisions.

I live in Illinois.  We have seen more corrupt politicians than I care to admit to. And the last one who was convicted honestly didn't believe he did anything wrong, because that's the way politics works.  Unfortunately, he didn't understand that "under the table" meant "under the table," and not out in public.  Does that make it right? Absolutely not. But he was too naive to believe that people wouldn't condemn him for openly subscribing to a corrupt process.  Such is the state of politics in our country.  We are governed by politicians who no longer have the best interest of the people at heart (in my humble opinion) but their own interests and the interests of those people/interests who give them money. It's bribery, pure and simple. And so our government is hopelessly gridlocked.  Only by shaking off our apathy can we make a difference.  Republican or Democrat or Independent, we need to step up and vote for honest people with integrity and get rid of the good ol' boys club who is no longer looking out for John Q. Public.

Along with the right to free speech, I saw a post today comparing Obama to Hitler. It was inevitable, but to me, it was the height of ignorance. Obama didn't get his health care plan signed into law single handedly. And there are seven justices on the Supreme Court who upheld the decision. To compare our president to a man whose main goal was to eradicate entire races of people is ludicrous.

Where do I stand on the issue? Okay, going out on a limb. Have you seen a hospital bill recently? Within the last 10 years? Have you seen the cost of services before insurance tackles it? And have you then seen the cost AFTER insurance tackles it? So tell me. Who was paying for the poor and indigent before? Seems as if those health bills are highly inflated to cover the costs for people who can't pay - the same way credit card interest rates are there to cover the deadbeats who don't pay their bills. It always impacts the "responsible" people. So now we have a president who wants to help the poor and indigent. We have high unemployment. Increasing numbers of people without jobs. Their health care has to be paid for, one way or another. It's already coming out of my pocket as higher rates. I don't know what the right answer is, but I can't fault the president for trying to help. Does this make him Hitler?  Let me think. A man trying to kill Jews vs. a man trying to help poor people pay for their healthcare. Where is the parallel to Hitler? This type of inflammatory remark is referred to as Godwins Law. Is that the best argument you can make? Rather than offer an informed opinion on the matter, you have to stoop to that level? To me, that's like children on the playground, when they can no longer make a reasonable argument one steps up with, "Yeah, and your mother wears army boots." (This is an antiquated expression, I know, and one that currently can be offensive to our women in the military - my apologies, I mean no disrespect.)

I don't claim to know the right answers, but I do not believe there is any comparison between Obama and Hitler. The one thing I can say about the political climate in America right now is that it is getting people's attention.  I am better educated politically than I ever have been.  I'm looking for the correct answers rather than believing someone's repeated rhetoric, so that I can make an informed decision, rather than vote based on what someone else said, that someone else said, who was paid by some corporation who has a vested interest in the outcome of the election.

Politics. We are each entitled to our own viewpoints, and that's what makes America great. We all have a vested interest in the outcome of the upcoming elections, different reasons why we support one viewpoint over another. My only request is that you research your facts instead of jumping on someone else's bandwagon.  And slinging mud or drawing diametrically opposed parallels only confuses the issue. Make your decision based on the facts that are important to how you live your life - and more power to you. That's what makes America great.

Living Canvas - are you an e-reader or paperback?

It's finally here!  Living Canvas is now available on the Barnes and Noble Nook e-reader. This is the Link to the Nook version!  So far, it is only available in this version, due to the fact that they have a marvelous program to promote new releases.

This, however, begs the question.  What is your preferred method for reading?  Are you a Nook reader? A Kindle reader? ibooks? Or do you like paperback? For myself, I like paperback or Kindle. I tried to resist the ereaders, but I've discovered that having a Kindle is like carrying a library with me. I still like the feel of paper, I still like to know I have "this much" left to read or that I've read "this much."  I know the Kindle measures it in percentages, but it isn't quite the same. On the other hand, I don't have to worry about losing my place on the Kindle and it's much less cumbersome to carry several books around - takes up less space - and I'm a very spatial type person. My bookshelves can only accommodate so many books. AND the pages get yellow and brittle with age.

I'm excited that Living Canvas is finally available!  The paperback version is in production and should be available soon. Likewise the Kindle version, et. al. I'll keep you posted.

And now, back to the work currently in progress.

Vacation without a Schedule

Last week I took a holiday from work-a much needed break from the everyday grind.  It always amazes me when I take those types of weeks, weeks without scheduling anything, that suddenly I have a lot to do!  But last week was a good one.

You can never fit in everything you'd like to do. I wanted to visit my daughter (she lives an hour away). I wanted to visit my son (he lives three hours away). I wanted to get more chapters down of the latest work in process. I wanted to visit my folks. I had chores around the house that I'd been putting off. I did schedule a day away with my sister. See? and suddenly a "free" week isn't so free anymore. And yet, by the end of the week, I'd finally achieved my main objective. Let go of the stress and breathe. (Thanks to my sister for a relaxing day at the lake).

I did manage to squeeze in some extra writing time. I'm on the last third of the work in process - this is another milestone that slows me down. There's a little bit of not wanting to say goodbye to the characters, knowing that you're nearly done with them (although I may have mentioned this story lends itself easily to a series!), and a little bit of writing the climax of the story, which can be challenging as far as pacing. You don't want to go too fast through it, you don't want to drag it out. I guess that means I got down the chapters I needed to while I was on holiday from the day job. So mission accomplished there!

All in all, it was a nice vacation. That being said, there is still so much that I need/want to do!

Research

Yesterday, I had a conversation with one of my coworkers about training. She had mentioned a particular program that she'd taken a course on and I got carried away, completely hijacking the conversation with my enthusiasm not only for the program but by how it was one of those things that you continued to learn long after you became relatively profficient. Then I caught myself and apologized, stating the obvious. You can tell I enjoy learning new things.

That's one of the attractions to writing. As I push forward with a new story, I create situations for the characters to get themselves out of, challenges for them to face, plot points, suspense. In my current work in progress, I went the route of fire. Then I had to stop. What do I know about response time and procedures in the event of fire? Not much. So I tapped a firefighter. I gave him my preliminary vision and the things I wanted to avoid, things that would hamper the story's continuity. I picked a good firefighter! He had a brilliant imagination and was very helpful in giving me a scenario that would fit (Thanks, Mike!) I was so excited, that I started to envision using fire more often as a crisis point in future stories!  So often we choose murder, or a life-threatening situation involving other forms of violence. Fire can be equally insidious.

One of the other research points in this story involves food. I love to bake, ask my son. I don't do much baking these days as a result of having less people to devour my creations and a conscious effort to avoid eating them by myself. I always love searching out new recipes, and I needed an ethnic one for this story. I'm very excited to report that I found one, in fact I made it last weekend to test it out. While it was very good, it wasn't exactly the way I expected it to be, so I'm going to play with it some more, and then I promise to share. It's called Ofenschlupfer, and its a Schwabian dish (think Germany, Bavarian, Black Forest . . .) and it's apple bread pudding.  The recipe I made was heavy on the apples and light on the bread pudding, which is probably the better way to go, but I like a little more balance. The good news, DH liked it and has done a wonderful job of saving me from eating it all by myself. The bad news, he prefers his bread pudding without apples, so my next batch likely won't disappear so quickly. I need test eaters!

The thing about research - when you find the things you're looking for, it's a lot of fun, but when you don't, it can be very tedious. Fortunately for me, this story has been the former so far.

For those moments (and there are MANY) when you say, "what's the point?" while you're writing a story and you're sure no one else will ever read it or appreciate your imagination, stories like this make it worthwhile.  The answer to the question?  Because I'm having fun! And maybe, just maybe, someone else will enjoy reading it just as much.

The point of no return

I'm about half way (give or take) in the new story.  I think most authors would agree that this is usually the point where we reach full panic.  The story sucks.  Or you don't know where to go from here.  For me, I'm still fully engaged in the story, and I have a direction to move, but I'm worried about how to get to the end from where I'm at - pacing (am I giving away too much too soon?).  Second guessing myself, and as one of the ladies at the writers conference said to me, maybe it's just that "woman" part of us. Men don't question themselves the way we do? Do they??? I'm inclined to believe they do, especially as far as the writing is concerned, although I don't know that I've had the same conversations with men who are authors.  The RWA conferences I go to are primarily women (although not exclusively).  I've been to conferences with J.A. Konrath, and something tells me he NEVER second guesses himself (although I could be wrong about that).

At any rate, I've reached a point in the story where I can't quit.  It's the "point of no return." There are some stories that I've started where you realize early on they are so much drivel. Some of them I've pushed ahead with anyway, just as writing exercise, if for no other reason, but this one I believe in. I'm too deep in to quit, I'm too invested in my characters and their outcomes to leave them hanging. And I'm just plain having fun.

One of the fun parts is research. Yes, it can be tedious, especially when answers are NOT forthcoming, but it can also be fun. I enjoy learning things I didn't know before, or uncovering new ideas.  Have I mentioned this story takes place around Christmas? (maybe a million times?) So I was looking up ethnic recipes (my characters have strong German roots) and found one that I definitely want to try.  I've shared it with one of my writing buddies, who does recipes on her blog from time to time, but it is still untested (a reason to try it!).  It will likely show up on her blog in time (and maybe mine beforehand), but considering we are in the summer months, this recipe is more suited to colder weather - comfort food, even. But I promise to share.

Back to my topic . . . there are times when I sit at my computer and want to pour everything out of my head, and I can sit for hours at a time, days in a row (when given the opportunity), but you always hit a stopping point.  I hit one.  That's not always a bad thing, stopping points give me the opportunity to go back and clean up the mess I made spewing words out. The thing about the point of no return is knowing that even though I've hit a stopping point, I will forge ahead.  And actually I have, if at a much slower pace.

Hah.  I just remembered the title of this blog is Ramblings of an Author in Progress.  Yes, folks, I'm rambling.  This is the process.  And now I have to get back to it!

Anon

Happy Memorial Day!

Let me start by thanking the veterans who have sacrificed their time, their health, even their lives to defend our country.

I'm still steaming forward with the latest story, probably too fast, but that's the way I roll. Once a story gets stuck with me, I need to pour it out as fast as I can. It makes for a lot of work on the back end cleaning up after the mess, but at least I have the story down. It's coming together nicely, the characters taking on lives of their own, sharing secrets.

Also still waiting to hear from the publishers who are considering Living Canvas. It's a slow process.

I'm keeping this post short, primarily because I'm entrenched in writing at the moment. {grin} Back soon!

GMC

Huh?

Well, as an author, these three letters are critical to writing a good story. G, for goals, M for motivation and C for conflict.  These three letters have been foremost in my mind for the past couple of days as I struggle through a section of my new story.

Struggle?  Yep.  It happens.  Some people call it writer's block, but I don't necessarily believe in writer's block. More like speed bumps. You go flying through chapter after chapter and then you hit a speed bump and everything slows down. I'm not quite sure why it happens, but its very frustrating when it does. I have future chapters dancing in my brain, so I'm even more frustrated because I have a direction I'm trying to go.  So how do you get over those speed bumps?

GMC.

The chapter is dragging. They're eating dinner and you don't need to see every little bite and it's getting boring. So how do you move it forward? Check out what you're trying to accomplish in the chapter. What are the character's goals? What motivates them to get to those goals, and what conflicts are they encountering along the way? (conflicts like speed bumps?) {grin}

GMC helps to propel you forward when you you get stuck. GMC should be central to every aspect of the writing. I'll be honest with you, when I'm on a roll, I don't get bogged down in "overthinking" these things. I know the basic plot points, I know the overall goals. I know the major conflicts. Breaking it down to the chapter level is usually my idea of "micromanaging," and yet it is important, even at that level. Therefore, when I find myself in this predicament, I reach back into my bag of writer's tools. It doesn't always work like rocket fuel to get me back into orbit, but it generally gives me the push over the bump. Some chapters are like that. They slow you down. Does this chapter have a purpose in the story? Absolutely. So I'm creeping over my speed bump and anxious to zoom on ahead.

An alternative to laboring through these types of chapters is to jump ahead to the other chapters that are dancing in my brain.  I have done that on occassion.  It's a less linear approach, but when you've got other characters or situations singing to you, there's nothing to stop you from giving them their voice. You can always come back to the speed bump later, and often it is less intimidating later. You might think of it as the Quentin Tarrantino approach. 

So now that I've avoided my speed bump long enough to blog, I need to get back to work!