Refresh/Recharge

The last time I went this long "out of routine" was more than ten years ago. I'd just received a promotion at the day job, which required A LOT of energy and brainpower. I deliberately set the writing aside then to learn how to step into my new role, but it didn't take long for me to realize writing was my outlet after a very stressful day at work. So while I was out of routine with the writing, I was still writing. 

Here's the deal. I have a new book in the works, but finding the focus and time to write has been a challenge. I've had some health intrusions. The Big Guy has had some health anomalies. There is a chaos agent running the country, and I don't deal well with chaos. And the ever present "someone's mad at you" about something you thought was over but apparently isn't, stuff you find out about second hand because the people holding the grudge don't want you to know they're still holding the grudge over a miscommunication that you thought was cleared up, not to mention ...  Oh wait. Not to mention means I'm not going to mention it. Things said and not followed up on, for good reasons, hurt my feelings but being left behind still stings. The last two books I read were semi-duds, so they didn't pick me up. Shall we also talk about the dark days of January? When the sun doesn't come out and you feel like you're buried alive? (How's all that for overdramatizing things?) Oh, wait. Its February. But it's still dark. 

The Big Guy's anomalies are being corrected. I will be having surgery to address my health intrusions which are hopefully nothing more than that - intrusions. I'm headed for sunshine with friends. I'm giving myself some grace and not worrying about being out of routine. Hopefully, when I return from fun in the sun, I'll be refreshed and recharged, and the surgery will provide some downtime to get back INTO routine. 

What doesn't kill you makes good fodder for future books, right? Thanks for hanging out with me through the struggles.