I had someone comment to me once that exhibiting art, be it painting or music or prose, is like a call for attention. For me, it's more like letting the characters who live inside my head out to tell their stories. With that being said...
I was the fourth of four girls. A counselor told me once as the youngest, I probably felt like "I didn't get an invitation to the party." I was too little to do what the big girls were doing, and my voice was often lost or discounted as a result of being last. Rather than calling attention to myself, I tended to blend into the woodwork. My parents had guests to dinner one night and commented on what a good child I was. "Little children should be seen and not heard." To that end, I resorted to writing as a way to express myself.
As an author, I'm in a crowded field, as most artists are. I, along with my thousands of competitors, are all looking for ways to differentiate myself in that crowd. While I strive to write memorable characters that stand out, I don't have much personal experience. I grew up trying not to call attention to myself and was often pushed to the background. It took me years to "come into my own" and speak up when I had something to say. If I'm honest, I still have to work hard at that. Calling attention to myself doesn't come easily, but writing is something I'm good at. The people who've read my books say so. Reading is subjective by nature, so no, my words won't resonate with everyone. All I'm asking is for a chance to be heard. Read. Seen. In a jungle of books that are readily available, I've done my best to raise my hand. To stand out while being true to myself.
We are living through difficult times. People aren't buying books the way they used to. AI is threatening authors' livelihoods (my work is all human generated!). Artificial intelligence is no substitute for real, human intelligence. Training AI using my intellectual property does not give the artificially generated product the same heart. (Getting off my soapbox now.)
This is me saying "choose me." Give my books a read. Get them from the library. Subscribe to audiobook platforms and give them a listen. I had an email from one of my Epitaph series narrators asking if I had any work for her this year because:
'I think this generation of folks who should Never write are putting out books so fast with no content, just sex and gore that it just kills the spirit of the reader. Your stories have a beginning, a middle and an ending that makes you feel good - that is seriously lacking nowadays. I love your stories-- they make me feel all warm and fuzzy :)"
Thank you, Karen Frantz. Emails like this encourage me not to give up. To keep giving voice to those characters who want page time.
Today, I'm asking you to read my books. If you liked them, tell two friends about them. Ask them to tell two friends. Give a struggling author a leg up. I strive to give you a break from the hustle and bustle of everyday life. If I'm missing the mark, I'd like to know that, too. I love hearing from my readers--even if that means I haven't come through the way you'd hoped.
Check out my collection at: https://www.karlabrandenburg.com/all-books
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